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5_21 4:57PM audrey

i read mw by osamu tezuka last week and man is tezuka just a cartooning genius. this might be my favorite of his so far but that could just be because it's recent...

summary: it's about an evil serial killer twink that is a complete sociopath except when it comes to his closeted catholic priest lover. the priest believes he is saving him but he's just an accomplice

this was written in the 60s!! and it holds up decently well i think. someone talk to me about the queerness of tezuka comics (plz)

5_31 3:47PM xara

the l word

shane

5_31 3:53PM xara

children of the sea

The art style of both the anime and the movie based on the anime are GORGEOUS. It is about spirituality, and almost feels slice of life y. but its dramatic and like. i really loved it okay.

poems and all poetic things

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5_28 4:12PM audrey

I’m tired


Writing on a train feels really good. I just ate a burrito and thought about that unreleased Chappell Roan song, it’s really good I quite like it. Also I was thinking that I’ve been too quick to judge people lately. Like I felt soo disgusted at my summer roommate and her boyfriend (situationship?) showering together but — actually, I think I’m going to unthink that, because you know what? That is really fuckin weird. And while I was home, too
You know what, I think being a bit hateful really is good. I say that especially because I used to have the opposite problem, I was too accepting and sometimes really bad things happen to you or to people you like and you don’t do anything about it. You don’t even realize you should do something about it until years later. I think I’m still that way sometimes but, my roommate’s situationship, he bought me a bottle of Chinese apple wine as a housewarming gift for letting him stay over, at my dorm for two nights, and I can say with resolve that that is really strange and probably racially motivated.


5_28 4:08PM audrey

I’m tired


Sitting on the train rn headed to cyrus’s place. I started my SVA residency yesterday and it’s been a bit tiring
but exciting, I think! There are a lot of assignments and projects to keep track of
I think it’s always a bit rocky coming into “school” after a “break” (though it feels more like a pre-college program or something, and the break was only two weeks
). I think my big project this month will be a sort of queer awakening comic. I’ve been into writing queer stories that feel a bit more hopeful than they are dark, so if all goes well this will be my first one


5_22 11:33PM audrey

i got an update from matthew that all the animation for episode 5 of the show i’ve been animating for is officially DONE! so that means release on june 1! it’s called dream catchers it’s super whimsical and u guys should totally watch it ~


5_22 11:07PM xara

im working on the site on my own! All by my lonesome in this dark and scary night
. Its fun tho. Listening to elliot smith

current thinkings and fixations

***what's on our Mind these days***

***aka big THOUGHT***

5_23 1:32 audrey

rn just enjoying life lowkey but the last week (just for documentation)

  1. theres like a world of ppl in LA making custom selvedge jeans (learned this on depop)
  2. buying more conscientiously like owning a couple rlly good pieces that will last
  3. And going to the tailor
  4. it feels so good to buy used stuff / not shop from amazon / go to stores in person ~ all my stuff is owned by big company
  5. Transness in osamu tezuka stuff

audrey sketchbook corner

***click the image to flip through my sketchbook ^_^ (or part of it, just stuff from the last week or so) captions are also below :p ***

***if it's too small hit command and then the plus symbol or just zoooom srry i got lazy with coding***

1 ❅ the cover of this semester’s sketchbook. IMA had a spring show and someone made these cool stickers for them idk who. i took one off adrian’s desk

cd room

cd room is a collection of my dad's old cds that he is about to rip and throw away. the whole thing makes me really sad. have fun exploring :) -xara

cd room